I bet no one really reads my blog,but nevermind.

Today we got back our maths results..and it was disappointing.I just hoped to pass both papers,or at least fail a little more gracefully,but no.

My paper 1 was okay,i passed,but not a very good pass.

My paper 2-i flunked it..totally.I think i must be topping the Billboard chart of the 2008 2R4 Maths End Of Year Exam Failing list.

I am so in despair i didn't even-couldn't even bear to say out my marks for paper 2 to anybody,except to Janet.I got a mark so heartbreaking and so-making-me-wonder-if-i-am-the-densest-person-in-the-world.

17.

Over 50.

Shucks,i nearly cried in Maths class.Shadira scored higher than me in her maths paper 2,and she was crying already.I was thinking,"I am hopeless,aren't i?Fancy getting a 17,eh?"

Really.And people who got higher than me were already crying,and it got me thinking-where does this place me??

I love maths;i think it is interesting.My marks fall and rise like the shares in the stock market,but nothing can be explained for this total failure.It can only be explained either way-i did not study enough-or i am such a failure.

Yeah,the world is undergoing this huge economic downfall;i'm undergoing this huge academic breakdown.

My maths marks is gonna pull my overall results down like HELL and this is what i'm worried about.Maybe i'll pass my overall overall,but with my peers and everone else getting like almost ten marks higher for maths,its almost amounts to nothing.

I am at a loss of what i should do and in utter disappoinment with myself.